just got home... met leo for coffee.... on a diet today.. all i had for dinner is wedges and a latte... haahahah.. to lazy to eat now though i'm hungry... went for my 8th driving lesson.. i still can't get myself to enjoy the lessons... argh... did parallel parking today... its so damn tough... pls come july.. let me pass it 1st time... get me out of this miserable torture... i prefer riding on my bike... i wanna upgrade to class 2A... its friday tmr!! yeah!!

she's sick... alone overseas... can't even take care of her... sigh...
went for farewell dinner after work today... food was all right... burn a hole in my pocket... got to be thrifty for the rest of the month... bleah... to think i just got my pain a few days ago...

haven been updating for a long time... have been having late nights out playing mahjong, watching movies...finally got home before 11pm tonight.... just send BabY to the airport... take good care of yourself k... hopefully u recover after popping the panadols....

met up with leo and peifen last night... been awhile since i see her since she went to melbourne.. though its only a week... hahaha... chatted abit... baby decided to go drinking so we headed down to van's pub after that... manage to call a few ppl down in a short period of time... been a long long time since i had a drink... great to get the 'high' feeling again... i think i dun have enough of that feeling... shall go for it again... hopefully soon... lotsa drama happen... shall leave out the details... u guys there know what i'm talking abt... guess its a night that everyone wants to forget... *got a sudden urge to drink again now*

came back from my driving lessons... i guess i really can't make it man... just do not have the interest to learn... can't wait for it to be over.....
well... can remove my bulletproof vest liao... my customer surprisely did not fire at me... her director called up my boss and i believe they talked to the Germans as well... and Tada!! they are able to ship out the goods this weekend... @#%&!! when after so many emails we keep pressing them to help out.. they keep saying its not possible... and 1 call later... miracle happen... Fuck up... always full of excuses!! Stop asking for more sales from us if u are gonna screw us up!
hmmm.. was thinking last night... why does most things have got their expiry date but not our lifes? maybe things would work out better......
my thigh seems to be ok already... dun feel any strain for the time being.. so hopefully can get through training tomorrow smoothly... 2 games during the weekend... Jia You!!

went to sheena's house for mahjong yesterday... was fun... good way to pass time... Sheena.. organise again hor... hahaha... bad day at work today... got scolded by my customer for a full 15mins!! sigh... but there's nothing i can help her also... i guess i'm gonna get another round from her tmr when i'm gonna deliver more bad news to her.... *prepare bulletproof vest* shall turn in early.. dun think abt it le... bang bang bang!!

still awake watching soccer... *prays that i will win this game* will determine if i win or lose money... y is it that matches that i dun dare to bet on always wins?? bloody hell... gotta wake up early for breakie tmr... shall sleep after this match... my thigh is still hurting... hopefully can recover in time for next week's game.... sigh....

Here's another window:
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=flyaway

last day of my leave today... having a lazy mood to go back to work tomorrow... the stupid beetle bite left me with an ugly mark... *&%#!!! a few things happen for the past few days... nearly flew off my bike on monday after visiting a client's place... the road is so bumpy and i am only travelling at 50km/hr!! my chest hurts after landing from the bump... went to watch final destination 3 alone after that... hmm... bloody but i think the 1st 2 episodes are still better.... catch Shaggy Dog yesterday... gotten the pair of free tickets from my aunt... funny... i like the dog... looks so fluffy!! thats abt it la... i'm too lazy to type... back to the stressful atmosphere tmr.. just had my wife washed up this morning after a long long time.. finally looks clean now..

Here's my Johari Window:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=flyaway

words are best left unspoken.
actions left undone.
never follow ur heart.
follow ur instincts.
cos instincts dun fail u.

i realise that i got 2 burnt marks at the back of my neck... looks like vampire bite... disgusting!! i guess its deal to the stupid beetle that bit me at esplanade that day... got a burning sensation at that moment when i got bitten... then manage to get rid of the beetle... nothing was wrong then... just that there is a slight bump like a mosquito bite... then today become burnt marks!! faints... hope it'll go off in a few days... dun intend to see a doctor...

work seems boring nowadays... can't get my motivation... argh... can't let this go... must jia you!!

4 more days to go... great to hear your voice today...