I've bought my car!! a NISSAN MARCH!! should be able to get the car in late Sep... went down to ubi to check out the showrooms with Peifen and Lynn on Sat... was bent on getting the VIOS till i saw the MARCH... hahaha... love at first sight!! plus... the salesperson impressed with her presentation though Peifen disagree but... oh well... Mione aka My One.. hahaha.. convinced me... headed down to Leng Kee to look further but the price of my insurance coverage for HONDA JAZZ puts me off... headed down to Club 95 after and something happen... ended up at SGH (i'm not in the one in the hospital.. so no worries).. got home at 530am... head back to the Nissan showroom with Lynn, Chris and Serene on Sun to test drive the car... fun! and after the test drive.. the rest is history... hahaha...

the image of the guy falling off his bike is still haunting me... its as if i just killed someone and pledged guilty... my mum saw me broke down.... she tried consoling me that its fate and its not my fault... at the lowest point of my life.... i dun wanna hear anything abt u anymore... it hurts... who's telling the truth?? i dunno who to believe anymore..... lies!!!!!!!!!!

我忘了- 李玖哲
Oh~
我不怪你借用 我的感情 如果你曾用过心
我学会不在乎 背叛的很安静 算了吧 就让你嬴
我忘了你犯了错 道歉的话别说
我忘了你犯了错 所以我不难过
宁愿保持沉默 心才不会 被撕破
拜托回忆 能放过我 Woo~ Ho~
我知道是结局 所以不犹豫 悲剧不该走下去
太勉强的拥抱 没有理由继续 我选择 当首插曲 Woah~
不恨你 不爱我 至少我们快乐过
我爱你 我恨我 只靠想念赶不走寂寞
我忘了你犯了错 道歉的话别说
我忘了你犯了错 所以我不难过
宁愿保持沉默 心才不会 被撕破请放过我 Oh~
当爱不才是拥有 我不敢挽留 你会快乐 就足够~
我忘了你犯了错 道歉的话别说
我忘了你犯了错 所以我不难过宁愿保持沉默
心才不会 被撕破请放过我 Oh~
我忘了你犯了错 道歉的话别说
我记得你深爱过 所以我不难过宁愿保持沉默
心才不会再 被撕破拜托回忆 能放过我 Oh~

my bike's exhaust flew off halfway on the expressway to work this morning... was gonna pick it up but the traffic was too heavy... waited for the traffic to clear.... the next thing i know a bike went over the exhaust and he fell and tumbled... his hands and legs are bleeding... i stood there frozen.. his frens came, the EMAS vehicle came, the police and the ambulance... i din even walked over to see how he was... i was too scare... i hope he's fine... i'm sorry for being a coward... i wish that i'm the one injured instead... its not his fault at all... the image of him tumbling down kept playing in my head... i can't concentrate a single bit at work... i dun even feel like collecting my bike now... i wanna sell it off... i dun wanna ride anymore...

my mum said something to me... it hurts her as much as it hurts me... my mind's a blank.. i'm lost and troubled..... kill me.....

soccer carnival today.... so dead beat... my thighs are aching so bad... i bet tmr my whole body will start aching... enjoyed myself... got sunburnt... 16 july... where are u?? hai...

i pass my driving!!! totally unexpected..... 18 points.. but who cares?? had soccer training tonight.... i realised i got little cuts on my shoulder, hand and knee....shagged... i'm not happy...

driving test tmr... so nervous!! i just can't get to sleep but yet i need my rest... no confident that i'll make it 1st time... *prays hard* sigh... jia you ba... zhen qi yi dian la.... bleah...

on mc today... sore eyes... keep having white discharge coming out... itchy but i can't rub it since its already swollen....

no 3rd party.. its nothing but lies... truth right in my face... i'm staying away... the hurt is too much for me to take...

你那么爱她
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
你那么爱她为
甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

dear fren, get well soon.. we will be always here for you..
no mood to blog...
happy birthday lynn!!

我们能不能不分手
亲爱的别走
全世界都让你要爱我
难道你就不会心动
曾为你冷风中颤抖
曾为你泪水狂流
曾为你万事都低头
你怎么舍得开口
已为你爱到无所有
已为你心门紧扣
已为你多少次难受
曾经感觉我们的相守
像段传奇甜蜜而不朽
曾经你要我付出所有
现在却说只要自由
曾经是那样晶莹剔透
当爱变成爱过的时候
该怎么拯救
怎么挽留
能不能不分手
laaaaa……

Now That She's Gone
Girl you know I miss you so
I didn't know you had to go
You've had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I'm staying with you
For the rest of my life Oh Oh~
Don't keep telling me these words
You don't know how much it hurts Woo
And I'll promise you eternity
If you promise me your stay
But now it's too late
I'm no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us is this song
This is our song without a soul
Now that you're gone
What's left of us in this song

just got home abt an hour ago... overnight at hotel 81 with the group (mate, ah boy, leo, pf, jolyn, steph) catching soccer... half of the group was asleep after the Germany match ended... still say wanna watch the italy match with me!! cheat my feelings!!! but... but... but.. i fell asleep during half time... whahahaha... cos everyone is sleeping then and no one to talk to me!!! only wake up momentarily to cheer when italy scores.... funny how i can actually wake up in time when they score and shout "GOAL!" lol... knock out after the goals ended... and i dun even know when the rest started to leave..... kekeke... Yuexiu... sorry i din turn up for the steamboat and mahjong... its too rush for me.... if i went i would have just stayed for half an hour then go off le.. sorry!! i'm sure u guys had fun... another time k....
my hp bill is here... the figure is scary..... got to split the payment into 2... or all my winnings can just dump in.... *pouts* why i never strike 4D le?? I strike once every year de leh... when is it coming for this year???? but dun let me strike just $60 bucks hor... be kind to me k.. 3rd prize enough le... hahahah.... going money crazy this few days... lotsa bills to settle.... sigh... my bike is overdue for its bath... maybe tmr or the day after or the day after next... i'm just too lazy... any kind soul??