my bike's exhaust flew off halfway on the expressway to work this morning... was gonna pick it up but the traffic was too heavy... waited for the traffic to clear.... the next thing i know a bike went over the exhaust and he fell and tumbled... his hands and legs are bleeding... i stood there frozen.. his frens came, the EMAS vehicle came, the police and the ambulance... i din even walked over to see how he was... i was too scare... i hope he's fine... i'm sorry for being a coward... i wish that i'm the one injured instead... its not his fault at all... the image of him tumbling down kept playing in my head... i can't concentrate a single bit at work... i dun even feel like collecting my bike now... i wanna sell it off... i dun wanna ride anymore...

my mum said something to me... it hurts her as much as it hurts me... my mind's a blank.. i'm lost and troubled..... kill me.....