Sunday, September 26, 2010

I have been thinking abt the little rascal every now and then.
I cried at work while showering.
I miss him.
I can still recall clearly how he followed me to the toilet at pauline's place, how he looked at me as he sat on my lap on the way home, how my mum called out to him when he comes home after 5 days at pauline's place.
I don't usually regret the decisions I made but I am not sure if this will be one that I will take a long time to get over.
I wish things could have turn out differently and kept him by my side.
But i guess he went to a gd family who can provide him with a better life than me.
The only consolation for me is probably the owner is kind enough to add me on facebook.
At least I can still see pictures of him as he grows.
Maybe I might be able to request to see him.

I miss you, Nichi.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

an hour and a half to go before knock off....
secretly logging in to blog since its been ages since i've done so...
can't really remember what i have been up to...
health hasn't been good this year... keep having fever, flu and what not...
and right now... i'm having blocked nose.. been fighting it for the past 5 days.. hope it doesn't get worse...
financial wise is bad too... especially for this month.. really counting very carefully every single penny i have so that i can last till my pay day... sigh... can't believe how pathetic this is...
went to geylang serai for the 1st time in my life on eve of hari raya... the atmosphere is just like chinatown during new year! had fun walking, squeezing and sweating with her! lol..
oh ya.. went kite flying for the 1st time too at sentosa 2 weeks back?? it's kinda enjoyable.. hopefully tmr will have the chance to fly a kite again before heading to watch soccer... *prays for gd weather*
oh well... puppy is 2 months 2 weeks old now... he will go to my aunt's farm later and hopefully find a gd owner... he's damn adorable now.. can't bear to let him go... but i guess i dun have a choice... right.. i shall sign off before my tear drops...