Not over you - Gavin Degraw

Dreams

Thats where I have to go

To see your beautiful

Face anymore I stare at a picture of you

And listen to the radio

Hope, hope there's a conversation

We both admit we had it good

But until then its alienation I know that much is understood,

And I realise..

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that your not on my mind

But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth

No matter what I say I'm..

Not over you,

Not over you

Damn, damn girl you do it well, and I thought you were innocent

Took this heart and put it through hell, but still your magnificentI,

I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me

I turn around and I'm back in the game, even better than the old me

But I'm not even close without you

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that your not on my mind

But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for two

And finally I'm forced to face the truth

No matter what I say I'm..

Not over you
And if I had the chance to re-new

You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't d

oI could get back, on the right track

But only if you'd be convinced So until then..

If you ask me how I'm doing

I would say I'm doing just fine

I would lie and say that your not on my mind

But I go out, and I sit down at a table set for tw

oAnd finally I'm forced to face the truth

No matter what I say I'm..Not over you

Not over you

Not over you

Not over you

probably i have been making excuses for myself this time round that things might be different.

nothing has changed.

why do u need an agreement as a form of obligation if you really love someone?

this is the worst thing that can happened to me when i can only remember one number in my head!!! argh!!!!

I stayed up just late enough
until I am exhausted enough
until i can fall into my bed
and into immediate slumber

because i can't stand
to lie in bed in my dark room
alone in my thoughts
for so many hours

cant get to sleep
heart beating fast

These demons will come back
again and again
to torment u and tear u down
but u wun have the strength to fight back
nor the courage to do so
there's no hope no cure no remedy no salvation
leaving u in dreaded despair
and the worst thing is
you are all alone

Chris Daughtry
What About Now

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the stars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now

Justin Bieber
That Should Be Me

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way i can?
Did you forget all the mem's you made with me?
Cause baby i didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
Till you believe that
That should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
its funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cos you know that

I need to know should i fight for love
or disarm
Its getting harder to shield
It's breaking my heart
Ohhh

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they are only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They love on, even when we're gone

Promised KK to blog since like at least a month ago but my com crashed.

A year past just like that but if u ask me how the year went past, i really have not much recollection.
Guess either age is catching up on me or i'm totally knocked out at work.

Overtime has been overwhelming that the turn comes too quickly that I just have to be mentally prepared to stay back everyday. Workload is super heavy as compared to before that I hardly have the time to take my meal even.

And the $$$ sucks!!! I really wanna get out of here.. at this rate that my pay is at.. I'll live on the streets soon. Bonus is juicy but having to pull through every single month is terrible!
Plus time out with frens are also at a minimum... I practically find out how everyone is doing through Facebook which of course is not too updated.
Been sending out a few applications recently... so pls call me up for an interview (I love interviews!)

To KK,

And I know its not an excuse that I'm too busy or tired, but I know I have not been too accommodating or nice to you as before or being sweet to you. I'm really sorry. I try to make up as much as I get but my energy bar drains pretty quickly.. so bear with me ok? :) I have not forgotten what I promise you but I need time to do all those stuff and visit places with u (maybe I did forget a few or some... haahahaha.. too many to remember).