its been 2 years since i spend an entire day at home.... the fear of facing my room alone has finally gone i guess.... maybe it has not i dunno since i slept most of the time.... nights of staying out till 2 plus, memories of u playing on my mind, tears rolling down my face every night... has it finally come to an end? i certainly hope so.......

wedding dinner tmr... an event i've always hated and avoid.... but this time i'm feeling excited abt it... i guess its the 1st wedding of a fren rather than a relative that i'm attending... finally someone of ur age / that grows up with u is typing the knot... at the same time... i dunno what to wear... or rather i've got nothing for such occasions... luckily, i'm ending work late tmr so i'll be in my office wear... hahah!!!

off to bangkok on fri!! last min trip... i can't wait!!! my first trip there.... a break from the work load that i'm gonna dump behind... hahaha!!! mate... u dun have to help me get the stuff le... i'll get on my own... thank you!!!!

company meeting early yesterday morning at marina mandarin... had a great buffet lunch after that... did some window shopping before heading down to Jing's place... helped her to prepare the apples for her fanastic apple crumble while waiting for the rest to come... Yummy!!! cooked abit before leo came and take over... hahaha... left after that to meet Chris, Serene, Pui Pui and Charlene for movie... caught Saw 3... its disgusting!!! enjoyed such shows nonetheless... would u preferred to be the one getting tortured or watching them get tortured??? hahaha... i prefer to go through the first one... at least the pain would be too extreme that u wun feel anything after awhile... watching ppl get tortured and looking at the blood will definately make me go weak and faint!!! went for supper though i din eat... send Charlene home around 4++.... slept till 4pm today.... felt tired still.... its monday... back to work again... sigh....

looking forward to my bonus.... hope i hit my target.... *prays*

又是一個情緒低落的夜
為什麼重是我
這一些根本就不該發生
是我自作多情嗎
事實在眼邊
是我看不到还 是 不 想 看
在 她 眼 里 的 人 不 是 我
这 都 得 停
不 想 在再 陷 的 更 深 伤 的 更 重

Just Like The Old Times
Remember The Old Rhymes
On The Cold Streets We First Met
Seemed So Right
Cos Im Still Missin U

心裡有好多的話想說
可是我說不出口
沒人懂也沒人會了解
心好痛好酸
不想讓人知道
可是我的淚被人看見了

Lips Of An Angel - Hinder

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

I love this song...
the lyrics are meaningful..
it means so much...
i still miss u through the years...
i wish ..............

dinner with Chris and Serene yesterday at Chinatown... ate claypot rice... waited for an hr for the food... all of us were starving.... but the food is worth the wait!!! went to play pool before heading home... got a call from Charlene at 2am... went over to her place for a chat... left at 3.30am... wanted to go for breakfast with her... but my dad called...

dinner with them again today... had korean food at Meredian food court... left mahjong after that.. Pui Pui wanna give Chris a surprise but she spilled out without realising... hahaha!!

Happy Birthday Chris and Vanessa!!!

Motorshow with Chris, Serene and pui pui on Thursday... got to sit in the stunt ride!! Fun!!! feels like taking bumper car with the brakes and jerks.... and lucky chris got to sit in the car with Ross Swift doing the 2 wheel stunt drive!!!




Got into a accident yesterday... banged onto a car in front... (ps Charlene in the car too) i braked early but my wheels go over the drain cover and my car slipped and skidded..... got the fright of my life... it feels like watching it happen without being able to do anything abt it though i pressed on my brakes real hard... i was thinking... shit!! how am i gonna pay for the damages man.... but the guy in the car din get out and drove off... i could seriously feel the impact man... but luckily nothing happen to both our cars... phew!! scary!!! head down town to meet the 3 of them again to watch Texas Chainsaw... its gross!! too much blood for my liking!!! after that went to play mahjong till 530am... gosh.. i'm tired....

supposed to meet leng at 2pm today but i woke up at 1.30pm.. rush down and reach only at 2.40pm... watched Flushed Away... Thanks for the ticket!!! going back to plaza sing later in the night to watch the Covenant..... shall nap for now... i need my sleep.....

别说爱我

我并没有
那翅膀
只有瘦瘦
的肩膀
他醉倒把泪擦干
关上门窗
天空那么高
我怎么构的到
你曾形容
的天堂
门牌却是
个问号
我闭上眼睡不着
也找不到
你知道快乐
对我有多重要
别说爱我
别再说你爱我
别说想我
因为耳朵是通往心底的
那些不会成真的
听了心痛
别说爱我
别再说你爱我
你没爱过
世上真话不够
梦境太多
如果你是善良的
你会放开手
让我经过
我并没有离开过
却不停的
看你走
勉强握紧的永久
维持不了多久
我不要一个没灵魂的感动
别再说你爱我
别说想我wo~
因为耳朵是通往心底的
那些不会成真的
听了心痛

movie yesterday with Charlene... the man of my life... kinda boring... plot too slow and long winded..... typical french movie... met up with Sheena, Peizhi, Xiu Xiu, Xiaoling and Junjie today for dinner.... nice catching up though i left early... hahaha... O bar on sat!! long time since i club.... gonna enjoy myself! motorshow tmr... must remember to bring my camera!!

and u know what... i can't believe ppl actually SMS the answer... hahaha... i guess the prize is really attractive... LOLX!!

have you ever had to ask for something that belongs to you back? yes i guess.. but have u ask someone else to get the stuff back for you and the person who had ur stuff ask that person to ask u to contact her directly? shouldn't they have the initiative to return ur stuff back to u WITHOUT u asking?? what authority to actually ask u to contact her instead!! the thickness of her skin can't even be measured by miles.... Contact her?? right... firstly, i wun contact her.. secondly, i dun have the no... the only kind of contact would be a punch straight in the face when i have the chance.... hmmm... maybe i should try recalling what the number is... i think its 46224824 (it reads I M A BITCH) and y should i do exactly what a bitch ask for? that's as good as bowing down man... and i dun play childish games like blocking ppl from msn?? its just like 2 primary sch kids saying to each other:"if u fren her, i dun fren u already!!" hahaha... grow up!! oh well... i'll not take the bag back then... i'll just take it as donating the bag to a BEGGER... since the bitch is still jobless i guess... she can use the bag to beg for some money... its big enough....
and yes.. ppl... guess who the bitch is??? SMS the right answer to me now to win attractive prizes!! Top prize: A big pat on the back... its too fucking obvious!!! Ha!! pathetic soul!!

tried out the public challenge for the subaru challenge today... hehehe... kinda fun except that it can get kinda boring... though i only had to stand for 1 and a half hr... lolx...
hmmm... phantom of the opera is coming Singapore next year... anyone interested in catching it??

rise and shine.... had a really good sleep last night.... my face and body is aching from the sunburnt i got yesterday from the 4-a-side hockey carnival... and now i got uneven tan on my body again!!! ahhh!!!!! umpiring was fun especially with the little St. Nics primary sch gers... they are so cute!! u can't stop laughing at the stuff they talked... the night before was helping at the club for the event and i can't believe i slept for only an hour!! my best record i guess.... i can try out for the subaru challenge maybe... hahaha... am suppose to meet Amanda today but that poor ger fell sick... maybe i'll stay home... still feeling tired....