taking off to spend time together...
right..
just for that 1 sec...
the best off day of my life...

my iphone is dead... when u are down, everything goes down with u.
for once, i enjoy being uncontactable..
for once, i think abt how to start up the phone rather than who might have contact me...
for the first time, i feel nothing...

Tomorrow marks my 6th month in Shell... Confirmation day!! but there's no pay increment.. =(
Life has been good.. not as stressful.. no targets to meet... i guess I like such no brainer job...
Come december i'll have to start studying though for my assessment to check on my competency level. and so far in this 6 months, i have broken 7 items! hahaha... a conical flask, a thermometer, a glass rod, a beaker, a sample jar, a measuring cylinder and the last one i can't remember.

all right.. i'm going to check on uni ( Mocha's gf and ter tor's mum) before heading to bed...

Just got news that I will be heading to shift in mid Jan next year!! though its not the shift that I wanna get into, i guess its better than nothing! Yeah Yeah!! I need the money!!!

Brought mocha to the vet yesterday, pulled 3 teeth and cost me a bomb which i initially thought its just 120 bucks...

Down with fever and there's blood in my phlegm..

Ass luck...

4 months since i last blog....
busy busy working...
enjoying my new job...
companying my ger whenever i can...
my gf attempted to kill me at paintball... leaving me with 3 big bruises..
going swimming..
attending company dinners...
totally shagged out...
gaining more weight...
spending lots of $$$...

bringing mocha to extract his tooth this coming sat.. hope he"ll be fine...
and I got my 1st Man U jersey!! yeah!

Been a long time since I rode on my bike in rainy weather..
i certainly did not enjoyed the ride home this time.. I got bullied!
the wind was very strong before it started raining.. so my bike keep swerving and I got to tilt my body slightly against the direction of the wind to balance myself..
then as I entered the expressway, a twig fall and hit me on my shoulder! Ouch!!
halfway, it started pouring and then a pebble hit me on my right knuckle! Ouch!
thats not the end... the 1 thing i hated most when riding during rainy days happened to me not once, not twice but 3 fucking times!
3 cars drove past and splashed water on to my face (or rather helmet) while i was at the traffic light!!
I love rainy days but not when i'm on a bike! Argh!

Bintan trip was shiok! really had a well-deserved rest..
The money was worth it I feel though the price for Angsana is much higher
but there isn't too much crowd and service is top notch and food is good and best of all, the room especially the bed is damn comfy!!

Went to Shell to sign the contract yesterday... going for the medical check up later...
the staff benefits are definately better than Merck..
I'm gonna work hard and earn lots of money!!!
though everything comes with a sacrifice... i guess public holidays and weekends are not applicable to me anymore...

Socks passed away last night...
kinda expected it since i saw her gasping for breath before i headed out..
at least she died peacefully and lived a long life...
been 3 years since i had her.. i'll miss her and Walnut.. Mocha will miss them too
RIP

some notes to jot down on the past few days..
I have submitted my resignation letter and my bosses have accepted it..
my last day will be 30 April... rest for a week before embarking on my new journey...
its a teary affair announcing my departure to the rest of the colleague...
i'm gonna miss everyone...
so the 1 month before i leave, i'm transferred to do some marketing activities... damn!

Also..Went to STRIP for the 1st time on Tuesday and did a Brazilian wax...
a pretty nice experience though not knowing what to expect initially...
the pain is worse than getting a tattoo!! lolx!

Lastly,

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY!!

The gift I received was the sweetest gift ever...

I cried when I got it... I'm so touched!!

Thank you! I Love U, KK!

Bintan on SAT to celebrate... ANGSANA!! Wee!!

right... I'm been ask/force to update my blog..
hai..

Everything's the same except that I'm quitting Merck..
I've found a new job.. gonna work for Shell!!
its a big change... pay cut is 1 thing but I'll have to work shifts as well..
but i guess i need this change... i hope i can retire in Shell... =)
i hope there's staff price for petrol!! hahahaha!!
my boss rejected my resignation letter...
I'm going to submit again on Monday...

3rd April is 6 days away!! I'm looking forward to it!!
*Someone is peeping as I blog*

So I just have to say " I love u!"

haven been blogging for a long time... then again there isn't much to blog abt...
more negatives than positives issues.. so y bother spilling them out...

keep it to myself.. thats the way to go..

I need to get out of this cycle...

I made a confession today...


I came out to my boss!!!


She said:" I knew it from the 1st day you stepped into the office"

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you.
You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.
The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.
You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.


hmmm.. i have to admit.. its damn accurate...

finally i got my 1st paycheck from my part-time!!
Yippie!!

HAPPY 2009 everyone!!

Happy Birthday Qiwen!!