went into the circuit for the second time today... was much much much better than the first one... at least the only mistake i make is at the slope... gonna have more practise next week... can't wait to get it over and done.. please let me pass 1st time... i wanna go learn 2A bike... no more 4 wheels... shall go temple and pray this weekend... hahaha... bleah... went to tampines to look for chris and serene... haven seen them for some time... watched the clip that was published in the papers and news... 4 and a half mins clip... the more i watched the angrier i got... the way they beat her up is worse than a rag doll... and she's so damn helpless and din even cover herself up... just keep pulling her bra up... and they keep kicking her head! what the fuck! poor ger... friday is here... but i'm feeling lousy...

finally meet up the gang after a long time... been awhile since everyone can turn up... jolyn, steph,ah fa, wynne and gf came along... had dinner at horny cafe before heading to table 69... had my usual drink... was rather quiet... guess everyone is tired... hmmm... finally pay up my insurance, road tax, instalment and maintance for my bike... $500 bucks gone just like that.. gotta save up $100 for next month to change my belting... broke broke broke.... sigh... when can i really start saving... i need money!!! 2 weeks to my driving test... no confidence... doubt i'll pass... can't be bothered... but i dun wanna waste my dad's money... is there anything which dun need me to worry abt money?? i wan to be happy...............

back from Brunei on friday.. its such a boring boring place... hope i never have to go there again... basically just rot in the hotel and sleep... at least there's soccer to watch... emily came to fetch me from the airport.. haha! headed down to tiong bahru plaza for dinner with her and Jolyn before heading down to DXO.... boring boring private event.. was more interested watching soccer than the performance... and i'm the only one cheering when spain scores... so embarrassing!! went down to O bar after the match to join cookie, xiu, sheena, farah, peizhi and pauling again... had to run in the rain to go there.. O bar was so so so much more fun! hahaha... luckily i din give it a miss.... been a long time since i went there... most of us was high that night... cookie!! when am i gonna have my 3 shots of tequila?? hahah!!

went to sentosa on sat morning for src gathering... was dragging myself out of bed... slept only around 6 the previous night.... its great seeing everyone again after such a long time.. miss everybody... had fun making snadwiches, playing scavanger hunt, captain ball and soccer... got alottle burnt from the sun though most of the time it was cloudy or raining... went down plaza singapura after that to meet emily and jolyn for dinner and movie... what a tiring day!

company Jolyn to her bowling competition today at Yishun Safra... spent 4 hrs standing there cheering for her... at least the effort was worth it.. considering she's the biggest winner of all... 24th out of 120 contestents (they have trophys for top 40th... so generous man), ladies 3rd high score winner and top prize for the lucky draw!! she was still saying that she wanna leave after the 2nd prize for the lucky draw was announced as she wun be so lucky... but hahaha!! Congrates ger!! though u could have done better.. but u are great! headed down to Chomp Chomp for dinner after that... yummy!

back to work tmr.. hope there ain't too much to catch up... off to the TV now... Go England!!

had soccer training tonight.. fun.. long time since i kicked a ball...
leaving for brunei in another 3.5hrs... just finish packing... dunno if i should go to sleep anot... leo and emily gonna company me for breakfast!! yippie!! thx!! hope i wun get bored to death there... DXO on friday when i'm back!!
at the rate i'm betting... i wun be making any profits man... all the money goes to drinks, smoke, dinner.... bleah!! whatever!!

别说我的眼泪你无所谓 - 李圣杰
一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓
看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰
一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼睛你无所谓
看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰
喔~看我流泪你头也不回
哭过了泪干了心变成灰
我想要的美你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔 (我不后悔)
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰
如果说 拥有你是上天对我的宽容~
那又何必 开这样的玩笑~
当你 找到幸福的哪天
请你不要忘记有一个人 永远爱着你

手 - 莫文蔚
那是你的手 曾经轻轻安抚我眉头
但也是它摔开了我的手
泄了气的气球 两颗心在萎缩的温柔
你始终只低着头 紧握你拳头
透过这窗口 有人会猜我们是朋友
最普通的朋友甚至不点头在记忆的上游
那是什么揪着我心头
是不是你那双我熟悉的手
但抱过你的手 还能放在谁背后
你想过没有 我们为何会牵手
是什么理由 然后 没有然后
甚至不再 挥挥手
那是你的手 曾经把我捧在你胸口
但今天以后 它不会再敲我门口
有一股腥红的哀愁 缓缓的流出 卡住我喉头
你远远的抱着手肘 只站在外头
但抱过你的手 还能放在谁背后
你想过没有 我们上一次牵手
是什么时候 然后 没有然后
甚至不再挥挥手
抱过你的手 还能放在谁背后
是什么时候 我们上一次牵手
但抱过你以后 有什么已被没收
你想过没有 我们第一次牵手
是什么借口 然后 没有然后
甚至不再 挥挥手
分手 也不需 理由

coffee club outside califonia has become my 2nd home for this period.. watching soccer there almost everynight till 2+.. hahaha... madness... ktv with jolyn and emily... sad sad songs... dxo with leo and others... movies and more movies... almost catch everything on screen... pool with jolyn and emily.... becoming a panda le... and i lost weight!! i wanna lose more...
winnings-to-date: $320 ... hahaha... i wanna pass the $500 mark.. i dun believe that i will lose everytime i'm near it...
many episodes this past week... things better to leave unspoken...
driving test in another 3 weeks... *prays hard*

如果没有你 - 莫文蔚

Hey~ 我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始 下着雨
眼睛干干的 有想哭的心情
不知道你现在 到底在哪里
Hey~ 我真的好想你
太多的情绪 没适当的表情
最想说的话 我该从何说起
你是否也像 我一样在想你
如果没有你 没有过去
我不会 有伤心
但是有如果 还是要爱你
如果没有你 我在哪里 又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及 反正没有了自已 Oh~
Hey~ 我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
Hey~ 我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始 下着雨
眼睛干干的 有想哭的心情
不知道你现在 到底在哪里
Hey~ 我真的好想你
太多的情绪 没适当的表情
最想说的话 我应该从何说起
你是否也像 我一样在想你
如果没有你 没有过去
我不会 有伤心
但是有如果 还是要爱你 Yeah~
如果没有你 我在哪里
又有什么可惜反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已 Oh~
Hey~ 我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里 Oh~
你是否也像我一样 在想你

France and Brazil suck me dry last night... Argh!! i got a healthy pot of winning till that 2 matches... winnings from 400 went down to 150... Fuck!! Back for revenge tonight.. better not disappoint!!

lost the portugal match, won australia match.
up-to-date winnings:$83.50

just got home... movies and soccer betting for the weekend... watched cars and slither...
to-date winnings: $123.50
portugal tonight!!
leo...handsome win tonight for holland.. dun start betting like me.. not healthy... hahaha..
to brunei on the 21st to 23rd... boring...

both times seem so familiar...
days after haircut at storm...
days when 1 party is overseas...
days soon after the anniversary...
promises unfulfilled...
lies been told...
history seems to be repeating...
am i living in my past???
everyone says time will heal everything...
but y do i feel the hurt more and more???
sleepless nights...
blank thoughts...
shivering cold...
tears flowing...

我真的受伤了
窗外阴天了 音乐低声了 我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了 音乐低声了 口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了 我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 你要说话了 还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了 是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了 滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐 我的心真的受伤了

my birthday is over in a flash... was surprised to get wishes from ppl (Selena (my boss), Harzar (my logistic delivery man), XiaoChou, Cynthia (a fren who i last met 4 years ago) and 1, 2 others) that u never expect to remember or know ur birthday... head down to Marina last night to meet Sheena, Xiaoling, Kiat, Peizhi and Lynn for dinner at Spaggedies... went settlers cafe at holland V to meet the gang after that before heading to Wala Wala... had a couple of drinks before knocking out....
went to meet her to pass her stuff.... i can't describe the feeling i had the moment i saw her... Argh!!!!
两个人并不等于我们- 王力宏
醒来只有我一个人
分不清黄昏或清晨
空气微冷有甚么在流逝慢慢降温
一颗心往下沉
毕竟只是太短的梦
彼此终于退回陌生
我加上你两个人并不等于我们
你想我吗 会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗 飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗 如果诚实回答
可是爱也不是解答
空屋子里没有回声
等我记忆有你质问
我加上你两个人却并不等于我们
你想我吗 会偶尔想我吗
是这样吗 飞扬的会落下
你爱我吗 如果诚实回答
可是爱也让人疲乏
你知道吗 我心快要溶化
是这样吗 压抑的会爆发
你爱我吗 爱我就懂我吗
告诉我善意的谎话
告诉我善意的谎话
好让我相信我不是太傻

Hey guys.. Thx for the night! Much appreciated! Love u all!
祝我生日快乐 - 温岚
我知道伤心不能改变什么 那么　让我诚实一点
诚实　难免有不能控制的宣泄
只要关上了门　不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面　手机　让它休息一夜
难　像切歌切掉回忆的画面　眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐　我对自己说　蜡烛点了　寂寞亮了
生日快乐　泪也融了　我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你　带一点恨　还要时间　才能平衡
热恋伤痕　幻灭重生　祝我生日快乐
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面　手机　让它休息一夜
难　像切歌切掉回忆的画面　眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐　我对自己说　蜡烛点了　寂寞亮了
生日快乐　泪也融了　我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你　带一点恨　还要时间　才能平衡
热恋伤痕　幻灭重生　祝我生日快乐
还爱你　带一点恨　还要时间　才能平衡
热恋伤痕　幻灭重生　祝我生日快乐