went for my final theory lessons today... so glad its over... was a jerk last night... i asked for a breakup in a fit of anger... thank goodness... it never happened... i wun wanna imagine whats gonna happen if it did... DaRLiN... i'm really sorry... i dunno what got into me... i'm so sorry to have hurt u so bad.... a break up was never on my mind that instant... i dunno what else to say to get it over... though u have forgiven me... a million apologies is never gotten make me forgive myself... seeing u just now makes me feel so ashamed of myself.... i dunno how to look myself into your eyes... u might seem fine... but i can see the hurt that i have cause u... sorry...