time sure flies... weekends are almost over with one more day left to go.... it has been an up and down week for me... but i'm just glad that things are fine right now.... its been a torturous wednesday and thurday last week without your presence... a part of me seems to be gone for that 2 days... thinking of that just gets tears welled up in my eyes... i din know i can be that emotional... ha... i never wanna go through that again if possible.... and i really mean NEVER....

i guess i really need help in controlling that temper of mine.... i tried doing it... but it dun seems to last too long... what can i do about it man?? i really got no idea anymore... Controlling my temper seems just to be like having mood swings... at one period i can really handle it well... any other head... i'll just blow my head off... even i can't stand myself... to the extent i hate myself.... can somebody teach me what to do?? or must i always learn things the hard way??? sigh....

hmmm.... i think i also need to control my expenditure man.... money never seems enough for me to spend even though i've gotten a promotion recently.... maybe its true that people expect more when they got what they want... hahah... i have started saving... but i'm not satisfied with that amount... i need to save more!!! i have spent enough for the past 2 years that i've worked... not mentioning that i never save a single cent for that period of time... its time to start... i got to save up for my dreams...

time is ticking away... its getting late... i got to go to sleep liao... anyway, watching Man U in the Community Shield... they are disappointing... Hai... better buck up for the season man.... Zzzz.....