can't get to sleep. lots of thoughts going through my head. i wish i know what i have to do but i dun. lost the game today.. played like shit.. another one tmr... dun feel like playing... sigh.. can't wait for the season to end... the more i play the lousier i feel... i feel like going away... i need a break from everything... but then again.. i'm so fucking broke... lost another 100 bucks tonight on soccer... argh!!