half an hour to go before heading to the airport... just finished packing my bag... have yet to change my money... dunno how much should i even change... budget is so super tight this month... my bills are escalating that i can't even be bothered already despite the no of final reminders that they send me... living in the expense of future earned money... fuck.....

went for yinmin's dad wake last night... life is unpredictable... just the previous night i was attending her wedding dinner... never did i expect the next day this would happen... sigh...

was suppose to be a good day yesterday... one call spoiled it all... y must every conversation turns out to be an argument? is it never possible to have a proper conversation? yet another lie ... a good lie means telling a lie without getting detected... y bother lieing when the other party already knows it... maybe i'm dumb to u....but i rather choose not to expose u given ur arrogance ... sometimes u really wonder if helping ppl out is a good thing after all when u dun even get a word of thanks but yet all u get is a trashing from them... i guess thats how the meaning of words like unreasonable and unappreciative comes about....

luckily i have u by my side yesterday....u never fail to make me smile... thx for the day.... i'll miss u when i'm away.... :)