din sleep the whole night... talked to Jack since 4am till 7am... thanks bro for being there.... thx for the morning call too... its funny how we can talk when we have never chatted on the phone before... its ironic how some ppl can be there for u when u least expect them to be the one... even like ppl u have not met for a few years can actually be the one with u in times of need... its ppl that u are close to that disappoints... u dunno who u can trust anymore... of course there are ppl who i know i can't trust anymore...i totally believe in karma... i got mine and i can't wait to see it befalling on u %^&*#...

yes.. u are right... i guess i've changed....
i dunno who i am anymore...
all that have happened force me to....
no longer the person that thinks of others before myself...
no longer the person who defends others even if they are wrong...
no longer the person who shuts up when taken advantage of...
i need to be selfish...
ruthless sometimes... i just learn that i have to...
even if it means sucking the blood of ur own frens...
i need to learn how to lie....
lieing for the sake of others will not happen again...
it seems that liars always get the upper hand...
i hate liars to the core...
but i guess its time to join them in this vicious circle.....
survivor of the fittest........