Friday, October 13, 2006

one after another.....
heartbreak time and again...
is this some kind of joke?
when will this end??
i tried to leave... but time and again...
i stopped.... i waited... hoping...
every single time... i fall big time...
every time i'm going away... this happens...
i dunno whether to laugh or cry when u break the news to me...
a favour from me... right... i do anything u ask me to
call me stupid... dumb... whatever...
maybe i just am... knowing its impossible to have another chance with u...
but y am i still doing this?
i dunno... maybe i have been avoiding the feelings deep in me...
u dunno how i feel abt u...
now i'm telling u....
i have been waiting for u...
i still love u goddamn much!!
u are still the girl i care and worry for most....
u are the one i wanna be with....
i tried every way to forget abt u... even if it means hurting someone else
but nothing works!!
i know i'm a nobody to u...
i wun mess ur life...
call me 2 faced if u wan... but at least i know what i am doing....

who will tell ppl u dun trust the truth??
only true frens knows...
even the blind can see and judge...
i'm not despicable like others...
choose to believe what u want to...