3 days old.. and my little march got scratched.. a fucking bad scratch that even a blind man can see from far ... sigh.. just sucks thoroughly... maybe its just me... everything is not going my way... all this burden is killing me... after getting the car.. now my dad told me i got to carry on paying for the bike... where the hell am i going to find the money to pay for it?? i still need to save for my road tax and insurance for the car for goodness sake... thanks alot man... stop nagging me to save... i would if i am able to... i wouldn't have gotten the car if u told me i got to carry on the bike instalment... i wouldn't even have take up driving lessons if not for certain reason... i have never enjoyed driving... i think i would die faster driving a car than riding a bike... i rather fly in the air rather than get trapped in metal before i die...

1 more month to go before i finish the instalment for the camera... never gonna do this again... never...14 more months before the contract for the phone line ends... 21 more months for the bike... 10 years for the car... others enjoyed at the expense of my misery!! its all money... can one not survive without money?? maybe its true... being poor is pathetic... but what can i do abt it? its my life... just suffer in silence....