had dinner with the gang last night.. headed to C.A.N cafe after which for a chat... had a really great time laughing till my stomach hurts... went down to Club 95 with mate, ah boy and steph for supper and drinks before i head home first..
rot at home today.. Jolyn came over in the afternoon... went for dinner at ABC market (lotsa nice food there... gonna go there again soon) before sending her off to work... went to Jing-er's place for apple crumble, sprite and soccer... leo and pf came too... sorry bud... broke my promise... but i really need to recoup my losses to pay my debts... could have have win more if not for stupid man u drawing their game!! winnings drop from 260 to 160.. sigh... went down cine to collect my supper from Jolyn before heading home... thx ger!! its too much food.. i can't finish it....
some thoughts in me... y must ppl be so hostile sometimes when all u did was just send a greeting?? when u did nothing to offend them?? either way whether u tell them face to face, over the phone or an email.. the reception u get is just crap.. wat did u do to deserve all thesE?? maybe both belong to different classes/status... is it that the best way is just to keep away forever?? i truly believe so now... advises should be heed... outsiders see things best...
tears shouldn't continue flowing every night before bedtime...

我要快乐

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的